It's almost impossible to state how different things are now. What seems to be lifetimes ago is barely a year. Uncertainties have come and gone, only to be replaced by others. These are full of hope rather than doubt. Yet, the idea of change is terrifying.
I used to think that I would miss certain aspects of my old life. The only thing I miss is my old apartment patio. The memories that I made there are good enough for me. Everything feels so right for once in my life. It's a rare feeling, but one that I'm not unwilling to embrace. I know things can change at any moment and everything can turn upside down. For right now however, I'm going to cherish it with the mindset that all is right and everything is how it should be.